Im gonna be siao cha bo liaos .

I don even wish to do things that you don like at all . I even don like at all, but this is what you want . U really forcing me to do this things dhen i got no choice . What i have decide i wont break the promise, You can even let other people to be so kbo and care our problems and msg me . Didnt you realise that you still behaving like an small little child ? For your own good you dont appreciate dhen forget it k ? Im very fine with it, you could even do things behind me and scare i will know. You think im three yrs old now ? Come on man, now is already 2010 not 1997. Really want you to change but you still want to be like that. Dhen let it be ba, i will do things brainless and stubborn. Theres only one thing i wont be doing it. You should know what. Not i treaten you is you force me to do this . (:

Im an busy girl ):

Well unhappiness things i dont wanna
say and i dont want to keep it on my
mind when i edit my blog or update anything
in my blog . Today after i went back home the
sadness i've push it away, its time for me
to shettle my things first. I've tell everything
to the uncle (the owner of the house)
what problems i'm actually having,
dhen he give me some ideas so tomorrow i could
shettle all the things together and dhen my stress
will be released. Well tomorrow i have to go make
an police report that my ic have been lost and another
things to do was i have to prove to the police officer that
i'm now staying with my mother not my father cos my
father that time make an police report that im gone MISSING,
untill now im still a MISSING PERSON and the case
didnt even close yet. Thats always trouble me when im outside,
i have to run away if i saw police if not i have to bring
back station again.( Actually i have been sent to police
station abt 5 or more times already, im sick and tired
of that.) Than i have to go woodlands centre interview
so i could get some money to eat and survive plus
somemore my mother have to take care my sis and
must give her money for school, rental money and

money for herself to eat. I really cannot take it

anymore i already 2 days never eat le... so no choice

must go work. At list after working i get my pay

dhen i can go eat and buy cigg. after that i

have to go to my previous work place get

more information about when can i get my

salary which i have been waiting about

1 week - 2 week already. I'm already

dying here and they think that they could

take their own sweet time to shettle an simple things.

When i get my money i have to return lots of people money and

i also must pass some money to my precious mother

to support her more so she would be happy.

Finally one last thing to do is go

back to school. Dhen the

next time i wiill be

studying and

working. (:

ROFL !

Well everthing almost back to normal but still got much things to do . Today baby quarrel with his parent just because of me and he now don't wanna to go back home to hear so called machine gun . dhen he asked me to go home first dhen the next morning when i wake up call him dhen meet him c he want meet at where . Before reaching that irritating hse i use puplic phone to call my mother and ask her faster come down fetch me cus i suspect someone keep on follow me on the way back home ! dhen i tried my very best to walk as fast as possible even though my leg was totally fking pain .

After reaching under my block, mother had

came down with tat shit face uncle arhhhgggg !!

Angry ~ js wanna talk to my mother dhen he come down kpo .

Nvm dhen . so i askedmy mother ask him to go up first dhen

we go other side use puplic phone to call my baby dhen

talk abt those problems with my mother tat we're having

which i don wanna tell cus its an super long story . (:

dhen after everything we went up n rest . I on this stupid laggy laptop

n blogg dhen find baby de fwen in msn cus i think he was with baby from js now

till the time i was home but actually he was not .

well its was my stupid mistake . nvm again dhen i ask him pass

msg to baby to ask him at outside don find trouble n tell him tat i miss

him n love him all tat . not that i lazy to call him is phone

no money all that dhen the next day when i wake up must go down

call him dhen can come up prepare everything dhen

go meet him . hais . but i was thinking that if i were to go meet

him dhen WAD ABT MY MOTHER!!??

I promised tmr will go woodlands civic centre with her

to find an hse for me n baby. nvm tmr i'll c how ba .

RoFl !